going; but they could spend the summer together working it out。 The music grew louder still; and
Vanessa raised her bare arms in the air; grooving to it。 Dan was pletely nuts; but so was she
for ever having said she didn?t dance。
N?s trail of tears
Nate sat on the edge of one of the Yale Club lounge?s oriental carpets; pretending to watch the
Spin the Bottle game。 That French hippie chick; Lexie; who?d followed him around for a few
weeks claiming to be madly in love with him; and her other L??cole friends were sitting in a tight
circle only a few feet away; all wearing crocheted halter tops with their skinny bellies showing;
smoking Gauloises like fiends。 He hoped she wouldn?t notice him。
Too late。
?Nate?? Lexie sat up on her haunches; her scrawny; tan tummy bulging in a way she must have
thought was irresistible。 She?d gotten a navel piercing; and it was still pink and new。
Ew。
She stretched her long bare arms overhead; giving the rest of the room a fine view of the sun;
moon; and stars tattoo on her right shoulder blade。
Ooh la la。
Nate smiled; pretending to have only just noticed her。 ?Hey; Lexie。? He waved cautiously and
then hugged his knees to show that he had no intention of joining her。
Lexie rolled her dark brown eyes and flipped her long raven…colored ponytail over one
shoulder。 ?Bastard;? she retorted with a heavy French accent and a very French…looking
scowl。 ?You broke my heart。?
Something exciting had just happened in the Spin the Bottle game; and everyone whooped and
clapped。 Nate began to clap; too?anything to avoid a confrontation with Lexie。
Serena and that weird shaven…headed girl from Constance who Blair was supposedly living with
and reportedly having a lesbian affair with were dancing like disco diva freaks in the middle of the
room; looking drunk and ecstatic?the way you were supposed to look the day you graduated from
high school。
If; that is; you actually obtained your diploma that day; unlike a certain person we know。
Nate had a sudden flash of d?j? vu; or maybe it was ennui。 At any rate; it was something sad that
sounded French。 He remembered being drunk at a random party at that guy Dan Humphrey?s
house over on the West Side back in ninth or tenth grade and letting Blair and Serena draw a face
on his bare stomach with a black indelible marker。 They?d named the face Buck Naked; and each
girl had kissed Buck repeatedly over the course of the evening; even after Nate passed out。
Those were the days。
Suddenly Nate became filled with dread。 What if he?d already had all the fun he was ever going